Fidgeting and Thinking

Today is the rumble.
After seeing Johnny yesterday....ah, man, it just broke me.
I want to beat some Socs heads in. I know it wasn't entirely they're fault...but....nah, what's the point? I'm not going to lie; it would make me feel a whole heck of a lot better. Of course I'll pretend not to enjoy it too much, in the beginning. I still have to set a good example for Pony and Soda.
The other day we had to go to Juvenile court, for Ponyboy. I was honestly terrified that they might try and separate Soda Pony and I.
WEEEELLLLLLLLL,
It would be ncie to haev the house all to myself......
But without Johnny, there's no reason to want to be alone.
What am I saying??? I don't want Soda and Pony to go off to different houses to live with random people who never raised them and they have no idea how they tick ! Besides, Johnny and I were pretty stealth anyways.
I should probably go......
Toodlez peeps.
Loves ya.
Except you Steve. I don't love you.