I knew as soon as Ponyboy came through the doorway what had happened, and since Dally wasn't with him, I could pretty much guess what had happened to Dally too.
Johnny is dead.
No. No. No.
This must all be just a sick joke. Maybe Johnny hinted at our secret...
Maybe this was just the guys' way of trying to get me to confess. No, no, no, no, no!
Why?? I've been trying to convince myself this would happen for the past while, so it would hurt less when the time came..but...it's worse than I ever imagined.
Why do people die? It's just not fair. Why aren't I dead? I've lived longer than Johnny, and my parents never beat me. Why is it fair that after all he's gone through, he should die?
I should be the one dead.
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