Cupcakes and Corneas

I'm beginning to really miss Johnny.
I mean, I always took his presence for granted. Now that he has been ripped from my day-to-day life, I am a mess without him. He has such amazing eyes...
So dark..
So deep....
So...intriguing.

I MISS THOSE PRETTY CORNEAS!!!!!!!!!

Maybe when Ponyboy and Johnny come back I'll make then cupcakes. Chocolate cupcakes. Moist, perfect, chocolatey cupcakes. I can just picture the fluffyyy cakeyness. I think I'll start right now. Soda is out of the house, running amok with Stevie and Two-Bit. Those silly boys. Hopefully they don't get jailed again. Ugh. I hate having to drag then outta there.

Such beautiful corneas......

Alright! I'm away laughing on a fast camel !



But wait....These blogs are supposed to be about how Ponyboy is doing. Aw dagnabbit.
Dally went off to see the boys today. I told him to take 'em to Dairy Queen. I know how Johnny likes his ice cream. Hopefully nothing bad happens. Dally wouldn't tell me where they are. It's driving me insane. I'm not going to end this blog yet, not until I find out what happened to Ponyboy and He-Who-Has-Sexy-Corneas.
Fairtheewell!
I SHALL BE BACK!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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It is the next day. I am about to go visit Ponyboy in the hospital. I can't believe what has happened. I just can't believe it.
Everything is going wrong.
Sandy's off to Florida, because Soda was stupid enough to get her pregnant.
Ponyboy, Johnny and Dally are in the Hospital.
And They're all in the paper, too!
How could this all have happened?!?!?!
Soda gave Dally a letter to give to Ponyboy, I hope he got it.
Before I get ahead of my self (ha...too late....) I will explain the whole story.
Apparently, according to Dally, yesterday he took Pony and He-Who-Has-Sexy-Corneas to the closest DairyQueen to where they were staying. I hope Johnny enjoyed his meal....
Anyways, after, when they were driving back to the place where they had been located for the past few weeks (which I recently discovered was an old abandoned church.) they saw smoke, and realized the church was on fire. I don't know what was going through his mind, but Pony jumped out of the car to the church. Why did Pony have to be so damn noble? Why??
He ran into the church, while it was on fire. Dally said there was a couple of runts that had strayed from their kiddy school trip. Johnny rushed in after Pony...oh no, why Johnny?
They rescued the kids...but all three ended up in the hospital.
I know I'm to blame. It wasn't those Socs. It was me. I'm the reason Pony left that night. I'm the reason he was out on the street. I hit him. How could I live with myself if anything serious had happened to him?
The paper picked up on the story real quick, too. 'Juvenile Delinquents Turned Heroes.' How ridiculous is that ? They didn't just up and turn into heroes. And they weren't delinquents. Not Johnny and Ponyboy.
Soda and me are going to see Pony soon. I don't think I'll be able to see him. The last time i saw him I smacked him across the head. I bet he hates me, worse, I bet he thinks I hate him.
I gotta face up to my fears though. I need to see him.
Girls just wanna have fun they just wanna, they just wanna, girls just wanna have fun.



We're back from the hospital. We have Pony with us, but he fell asleep in the car. He barely made it up the front steps. When we got to the hospital, Pony and Soda hugged each other something fierce. I wanted to hug him, but I felt that he might try to get away from me. We eventually made up though. I almost cried.The doctors wouldn't tell us...but Johnny isn't going to make it. I know that for a fact. I'm tired. I can't deal with all of this right now....